Grab my shoulders and shake me till i come around. im stuck in my head. can someone pull me out? its a strange place to be. sometimes it hurts if i could change it i would. if i could understand it  i would change it. my head is a strange chemical spill of emotions. so much os going on in a tiny space. i wish i could be normal habe nothing but even thoughts. my heart is a blunder tossed into a blender shaken sliced/diced squished mashed i just want to befree of these chains holding me